lazy + wedding..

been a bit lazy to update my blog.. maybe because i'm still waiting for newest episode of Running Man to be publish and busy downloading Dream Concert. 

or maybe because i'm a bit tired from my hectic schedule; work, dating and work again...and today, after work, have to attend a friend's wedding. luckily the solemnization is after Isya' so i have plenty of time to prepare.

it's been ages since i've been to a wedding. truthfully, this is not my favorite place and i've been avoiding it ever since i can remember. the crowd, the noise and the folks doesn't go well with me. when we were growing up, my mother always had to drag us along with her whenever there is an invitation to a wedding. and we would always comes up with thousand excuses just to avoid going.

my mother would always says that if we did not show up at a wedding despite receiving the invitation, then none would come to mine when it's my wedding time. and i would just say, i will never marry, then.

come to think about it, i have never given serious thought about getting married. all this while, i've set my mind of living alone and spend my life the way i see fit. and it never cross my mind of how my wedding should look like, of how much i must spend for it. and honestly, i couldn't care less. if i were to get married, i supposed it will have to be the simplest one people have ever made. nothing grand, just the compulsory one.


and the hell with 'you're-only-getting-married-once-so-you-have-to-make-it-grand' shit. that's not my thing. might works for others but not me. i have never and can never see the importance or significance of turning things as simple as a wedding into a grand thing.

oh-oh..now my simple entry has turn into an emotional one. damn.. better stop before i'm getting all heat up for nothing. well, till next entry then...