seriously, i'm missing my other half like crazy..and i'm filling these lonely moments with work & movies. although it is a very big pressure handling a department on my own, i still manage to find time to indulge in my favorite past time; movies.
mostly i've got my movies by downloading. and some by cds. whatever i could get my hands on. being stress all day at work and relaxing at my room by being a couch potato. some life, huh?? i do get out sometimes, chilling with my friends but i get tired easily nowadays. i guess all the pressure has got a hold on me.
when i'm tired, i get cranky easily and emotionally vulnerable. few days ago, i was so tired from work and start watching movies once i get back. i watched Born to Fight, a Thai movie and Di Bawah Lindungan Kaabah (Indonesian movie). And guess what? from the start of the movie till the end, i cried my heart out. It wasn't that sad but because i chose the wrong movie when i'm so freaking tired. and the next day, my eyes become like panda. very nice......not!!!
luckily, i've got my other half to pour all my heart into.he has always been my pillar of strength. he's always there to listen to my problems and be by my side. lucky me. but, it's going to be a mistake if i told him the reason i'm crying coz i'll simply became his laughing stock for crying over a movie.
ah..talking about this makes me missing him even more. when will the time come for me to see him again??
yeap, it's 2012..a new year already...
another year has passed and looking back, there's a few things that i've accomplished; some not. i'm looking forward to 2012. hopefully what i've always dream of will become reality and get to be happy.
i've just celebrate the new year at the hotel that i'm working at and i'm freaking tired. it's been quite some time since i last dance and to start dancing after all this while, really tire me out. it's not my intention to celebrate, actually. i have to be at the hotel during this last day of the year to upload some rates in the system.
and i'm actually writing this in my office, waiting for the system to be shut off and start doing my job. it's 3.23am in the morning and i'm freaking sleepy. i've to get this job done before 7 am today. imagine how tired i am. dem.
and yes, i'm a bit sad. i am supposed to be with my luv today but since that my FO manager has gone, all the responsibility falls on my shoulder. so that means, no leave for me!!! so sad. i really want to be by his side. all this won't happen if we are married. huh..can't wait for that to happen. i pray to Allah S.W.T that at least this one dream will eventually become reality. Insya Allah.
ah..so tired already....better ask those asses to quicken things up. i wanna lie on my bed so freaking much!!
till then, may 2012 be a good year for me and him..
