eka putra eji

eka putra, my sweet other half..

i will not reveal his real name here, out of respect as he would like to keep it private. i know i've said earlier that i did not put too much hope in this relationship, for fear that it will not last long. 

but as time pass by, i can't help but love him more for what he has done and for who he is. He had gone through hell just to get to me and i am really grateful that Allah S.W.T had send him to me. 

i know i had said over and over again that i don't deserve anything good in life but now, i really believe that second chance does exist and Allah the Almighty knows everything that we don't.

our relationship doesn't always sail smooths, just like any other couple and there's always ups and downs. but, thankfully, he's a real charmer. he's calm, collected, very patient, funny and very mature for his age.

he taught me what real love is and how it is to love someone as deeply as he did. he never once lose hope in me even when i lose hope in myself. never stopped loving me even when i'm clouded with my egoism and being self centered. what makes me touched even more is the fact that he left everything he had back in his hometown just to be with me. Even his mother had already given her blessing to us and always told me that she loves me every time we talked.

what more could i ask for from a man? he thinks really deep about everything and accept me as i am. and i do think i am blessed by having him beside me. i felt as if i don't have anything to fear as long as he's with me and felt like i don't need anything more. 

but of course, all couple in love would have said the same thing i said, rite?

well, whatever it is, i hope that this time, we will have a good ending and be happy together.