it's 2012 already....and i'm tired...

yeap, it's 2012..a new year already...

another year has passed and looking back, there's a few things that i've accomplished; some not. i'm looking forward to 2012. hopefully what i've always dream of will become reality and get to be happy. 

i've just celebrate the new year at the hotel that i'm working at and i'm freaking tired. it's been quite some time since i last dance and to start dancing after all this while, really tire me out. it's not my intention to celebrate, actually. i have to be at the hotel during this last day of the year to upload some rates in the system.

and i'm actually writing this in my office, waiting for the system to be shut off and start doing my job. it's 3.23am in the morning and i'm freaking sleepy. i've to get this job done before 7 am today. imagine how tired i am. dem. 

and yes, i'm a bit sad. i am supposed to be with my luv today but since that my FO manager has gone, all the responsibility falls on my shoulder. so that means, no leave for me!!! so sad. i really want to be by his side. all this won't happen if we are married. huh..can't wait for that to happen. i pray to Allah S.W.T that at least this one dream will eventually become reality. Insya Allah. 

ah..so tired already....better ask those asses to quicken things up. i wanna lie on my bed so freaking much!!


till then, may 2012 be a good year for me and him..